Only in the context of grace can we face our sin

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The wisdom of the desert is that the confrontation with our own frightening nothingness forces us to surrender ourselves totally and unconditionally to the Lord Jesus Christ…

We enter into solitude first of all to meet our Lord and to be with him and him alone. Our primary task in solitude, therefore, is not to pay undue attention to the many faces which assail us, but to keep the eyes of our mind and heart on him who is our divine savior. Only in the context of grace can we face our sin; only in the place of healing do we dare to show our wounds; only with a single-minded attentiion to Christ can we give up our clinging fears and face our true nature.

Henri Nouwen. (1981) The Way of the Heart: The Spirituality of the Desert Fathers and Mothers. pg. 8